Finding a voice
Published: Jul 08, 2017 10:18:37 amCamilla Ochlan
Finishing my first novel was a magic moment for me. The first release party. The first 5-star review on Amazon. Finishing the second book. Releasing the first audiobook. All supernatural in my world.
Writing is a roller coaster of emotions. Not all days are good. Some are dark. Some are sad. Some are just confusing. But writing is the road I have chosen, after traveling down others and turning back. I will stay on this road to the end, and so I make a point of marking those magic moments when, just for a moment, all is right in the universe. I keep them as my store of ammunition to battle frustration and resistance in all its forms.
One big magic moment occurred just last month:
My husband and I traveled to Kansas City for the HEAR Now Festival, an annual audio fiction conference and celebration. Organized by the dynamic Sue Zizza, HEAR Now offers educational opportunities, innovative performances and highlights achievements in the industry. I was invited to premier NIGHT'S GIFT for the festival's take-over of the Kansas City Library's Family Fun Night. Thrilling but also a little scary. Fortunately, I have a secret weapon.
My husband, P.J., is a working actor for over thirty years and an award-winning narrator of over two hundred audiobooks. He's got a great knack for character voices and accents. I knew OF CATS AND DRAGONS would be in good hands with him, but at the live performance, I discovered something else -- magic.
It's an incredible thrill to hear your words performed. As the narrator lends talent and voice to the characters who have only resided in your head, the story goes from ephemeral to real. That afternoon, in the Truman Forum at the Plaza Branch of the Kansas City Public Library, in front of rows and rows of kids and parents, Carol's and my imaginary world sprang to life for half an hour. The moment P.J. started speaking, he had the audience in the palm of his hand. The entire auditorium locked in. I could feel the focus of their collective energy. And I could hear -- nothing -- not a sound emanating from what had admittedly been a fairly rowdy crowd. Where there had been rustling and children's voices (normal stuff for any performance for kids), there was utter silence. And in that silence, the scene between Omen and the undead alchemist Gerdriu unfolded. And we all experienced it together. The storyteller took us to the arcane city of Hex where young Omen and Templar battle giants and monsters, play dangerous games and rescue a talking cat.
Magic -- like I said.
When it was over, I thought, "I wish Carol was here to hear that." I actually wished everyone had been there to hear that. Then it occurred to me that we're doing the audiobook. This magical experience will be out there and available for anyone to listen to.
And that's a huge moment for me -- after three decades of having these characters and this world to ourselves, Carol and I are sharing the contents of our imagination. And the audiobook narration brings our story to life with energy, zest, fun and -- magic.